Life...

What, How, When, Where, Who?

Why do these questions keep bothering us all the time we are alive... do they actually end when we die or is it they keep following us, it is just that we stop existing and therefore they do not matter us anymore...

These are the questions which bother me, I think it is very human... and thank god this proves I am a human... :)

Some of us believe there is only one life and some believe there is another life and another and another and so on... but Who Knows ?

I believe there was a life before and there will be another life, if you are here reading this may not be because you wanted to but could be because this has some connection in our previous/ past births/ life's we have lived, I do not say what I am writing is true or you should believe but it is just my opinion... In my opinion every single soul we meet in this world in the life we are living is not without any cause, and no one is aware of that cause it is just that either you believe in it or you don't, I believe in it.

After living all these years and experiencing all what all I have experienced I think I know nothing yet, maybe you know it, Initially I thought that I will write all the good things of my trip in this blog and had started with the same opinion but this where I have arrived... destiny or frustration yes that is what I would call it... Frustration because we all have some part of our life which is not acceptable to us but still we live it... Why, We don't know so that becomes the cause of Frustration or Frustration itself. You would be wondering what part of my life is causing or becoming the frustration, hmmm... Actually when I sit back and see, I feel that I have done nothing in my life where as I had much more expectations from myself in life from myself, hence this.

These creep in silently and we always or mostly try to neglect them because we are scared even to accept them, It is always the imbalance between the expectations and the achievements that cause these feeling, and you know what, despite knowing this you can do nothing to stop it, these are very intelligent or smart feeling they will will not knock or warn you before they creep in, so a word of caution, Beware of these feelings, they are all around you and catch you anytime anywhere...

You don't trust me, see around yourself, if you think or feel you are happy just see within yourself you will get to see something which is unhappy within you maybe you are 99.99% happy but still there will be a spot, and that equally true vice-a-verse. So the gist of the story is if you wish to be more happy than sad (proportionately) then always look at those who have less or nothing in comparison to you, but if you do not do that and try to look up you will not be satisfied and the more dis-satisfied you are, more SAD you will be and all the more you will be haunted by these creeper feelings.

Another thing which bothers us all is the religion, GOD, and the question I usually ask myself is why am I an Atheist, and am I actually an Atheist?

This has been bothering me for long why do we always go to GOD begging for something or the other and why only happiness, and more materialistic stuff, there are no takers for sadness, or emptiness although it is the most important part of our lives, each one of ours... We can not stay happy all the time, we will eventually even get bored of the happiness, and if we will not have sadness we will never cherish the happiness... So that is the reason nature created both... You would be thinking that what all I am talking already known to you and there is nothing new in what I am talking, actually there is nothing new ever which is created or invented it is just that we are trying to explore or say removing the dust from the same matter to use it, rather in doing all this we are actually destroying the ecological balance and destroying mother nature.

We are least bothered about anything but ourselves we have become animals, and self centered & selfish creatures, Tell me honestly how many times have we taken pain to think beyond the circle we live in... have we ever attended the funeral of an unknown, helped, when I say help it means physically taken pain and not monetary help, to lend a helping hand in the preparations of someones house warming, or wedding or anything... I have not.

Are we good enough to live and die in our own circle, my - self, family, parents, spouse, children, relatives, friends that's all... Take a day off and forget that you have of these above stated my's and head straight and keep going to the point where you are tired and you will find someone who will be sitting on the road side and will be happy, he will have nothing, maybe he even will not be stable at mind, can you sit with him, talk to him, listen to him, share something with him... Just do it once and you will feel happiness and not just laughter.